WE ARE HAVING A BABY
We Are Beyond Excited But As With Any Life Changing News It Hasn't Completely Settled In Yet That This Is REALLY Happening. In 8ish Months We'll Bring A Little One or Two Of Us Into The World And Then...Yeah.
Since Both Of Our Pregnancy Apps Suggested We Start A Journal And Because Carlos Has Already Started A Daily Baby Moment I'll Just Plug It In Here.
I'll Probably Take All Of His Thoughts From The Week And Add In what Mine Where.
Here Are My Loves Thoughts So Far.
Day 1: Life as I know it has changed. Ever since Teresia Newton has been #withchild, I no longer see the world as I once did. So much crime, hunger, crying, and strange laughter has filled the air...and that's jus in my house.! #LMBO!!!
I hope we have twins. That way I can name one #BooBoo and the other #TeeTee! #gottarepthehood!...lol!!!
#Day2: Got home from work, ran up on Teresia Newton in my Barry White voice singing "So you having my baby, and it means so much too meeeeee!!!" But instead of getting all mushy and feeling the love...she asked me was I ok and in need of medical assistance? #didntgetasplaned...lol!!!
Day 3: I have so many questions...because this doesn't seem to be going right. If I'm the man...why am I waking up feeling sick, super hungry, and super tired? Wait...am I even the man?!?! Wait...did we wake up in an alternate universe where they switched everything around?!?! Wait...if so, WHERE'S IT COMING OUT OF!!!! Wait...am I the one pregnant?!?! Wait...do I need to call Oprah?!?!? #imsoooconfusedrightnow!!...lo l!!
This may actually be a question in my mind...lol!!!
Although Teresia and I have NO CONTROL over our child (s) salvation (Eph 1:3-14), know that we are earnestly praying and asking the Lord to save em. #haveyourwayLord
Every time Teresia Newton says something hurts or bothers her, I automatically assume the baby(s) trying to communicate with me. Teresia: My feet hurt. Me: Is the baby trying to walk to me? Teresia: My eyes hurt. Me: Is the baby trying to see me? Teresia: My hand hurts. Me: Is the baby trying to write me a letter? #thisisgonnsbealong9months...l ol!!!
Day 4: I had dreams of "waking up in a new Bugatti", now it seems ima have to settle for a Astro mini van with bucket seats. #seemslikeafairtrade...looool! !!
Day 5: These mood swings are starting to scare me. Teresia Newton woke up all loving and caring, holding and kissing me-then all of a sudden; her eyes turned red, her lip curled inward, and these black wings and fire appeared outta nowhere when she realized I drunk all "MY" water up. Then she put the fire out, asked for a kiss, and laid her head on my shoulder. #thisisstartingtogetawkward... lol!!!
Dear Baby(s): I'm sitting here with your mother talking about all the dumb things we did as lil kids, and I feel its safe to warn you of what you'll probably end it doing. (1) You will attempt to kill or hurt your siblings (Sorry Re Re). (2) We will place things around the house, tell you not to play with them, hoping you will, so we can yell at you for playing with them (yeah that happens). (3) Y...ou will be smarter than us in school, but we'll never admit it, so keep it to yourself. (4) You'll love the Lakers, or hate the Heat/Hawks (Either ways a win for me)! (5) We will threaten your life. And if what we said makes no sense to you, know that it makes no sense to us either, but that's what came in our minds at the moment, so jus roll with it. (6) We'll teach you the love of the Father, the sacrifice of the Son, and the warmth of the Holy Spirit...all while loving the heck outta you!!! Lord willin, #seeyouin8months!
Day 6: Its slowly starting to hit me that I'm about to be a father-again, and I'm trying not to freakout! I had my 1st child at the age of 19, and I was a TERRIBLE father. I didn't have a male figure in my life to lead nor guide me, so I winged all my moves. And then when times got rough, I got scared and ran out of their lives. I wanted to do better. I wanted to be there for them more...but I just... didn't know how! But I'm glad to say that even without me in his life full time, my son has grown into an AWESOME young man, and I'm beyond proud of him!! That's why this time around I bug Teresia Newton like I do (well...that's partly true. I also love annoying her too...lol!). I wanna be there from the time they come out, until the time they bury me. I still don't have a strong male figure to look up too, but that's cool, because I have my Heavenly Father this time around...and you can't get no stronger than Him!! Lord willin, #seeyouin8months!
Teresia's Thoughts
I Think Over All I'm In A State Of Amazement At What Is Happening Inside Me RIGHT NOW. The Lord Is Forming And Shaping A Little Person For His Glory.
CRAZINESS!
I'm Also A Bit Perturbed By My Lack Of Knowledge On What To Do Next. Who Do I Talk To? Where Do I Go? How Do You Find The Best Doctor? When Are We Going To Eat? What Exercises Can I Do? I Can't Eat Feta?! How Long Does It Take The Vitamins To Reach The Baby? Why Do I Apologies To The Baby Every Time I Bend Over To Pick Something Up? Why Is Carlos Asking Soooooooooooooooooooooo Many Questions? Why Do I Have To Pee Again? When Are We Going To Eat? Can I Take A Nap? When Will The Dizzy Spells Stop? When Are We Going To Eat?
Every Time I Learn A Valuable Lesson On Not Worrying About Anything The Lord Sees Fit To Walk Me Straight Into A Situations That Makes My Brain SCREAM With Things I Could Be Worried About. But I'm Determined To Be A Happy Mom And Part Of That Happiness Depends Greatly On My Dependence On The Lord.
Also All The Motherhood Knowledge Of My Sisters In The Lord Is GREATLY Appreciated.
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That's All For This Week
Until Next Time
Grace & Peace



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